I didn't know anyone read these things, but I am grateful that they do. I am gifted in the area of writing. It's easier for me to type things out than to speak them.
today has been very hard on me. I missing everyone badly. We have had Christmas parties early this year and Christmas day seems so much less exciting which I guess could be a good thing.

   Part of the reason I started this blog was to let others know, That I do deal with things differently. I am coping, I am healing. I am a kind respectful person who tries to make a difference in my community. I have good days, I have bad days. Spd sucks it really does. The pain I was dealing with last week was in my Jaw. Thankfully it has healed. I was taking ibuprofen two times a day and it was killing my stomach. I was scared to do to an oral surgeon but it seems as if things are a lot better now.I have actually started getting some rest. which is amazing.
  Let me tell you some awesome things about sensory processing disorder.
1. I am sensitive
2. I am caring
3. I can smell something burning from what seems a mile away. I once kept my parents car from burning completely up.
4. I am a nurturing person.
5. I care way too much about little things. which I guess could be a good thing
6. it took me forever to learn to drive so I am more careful now, if I am stressed out I don't drive.
7. I am great with kids, I can sense anxiety in kid and I am very good at calming them down. I am also hyper active and can't sit still long so that helps.
8. some people say that sensory processing disorder helps people have a bit of a sixth sense so to say. They seem to be closer to the spiritual side in life and sense things.
9. I am greatful to have found a diagnosis even though I was far into adult hood some of my friends didn't find out unitll a grand child was dignosed. having a reason for stange things has given me a chance to feel okay. It has helped me heal from panic and axiety.
10, I am not afraid to be me.  I am proud to be able to help my daughter and to understand some of what she is going through. I am greatful to have a chance to speak of my healing and my story. Even if spd sucks. at least I am able to share the love and healing of God.